Monday, January 30, 2012

there I go again

Do you ever get the distinct impression that you're just dealing with the same old feelings, disguised as something else?

I'd been doing so well adjusting to how things are, to how life is now, when a Facebook status update stole my breath right out of my chest.

I hate this. I hate feeling like I'm back at square one when I have felt like I've made so much progress in the grief, loss, sadness realm.

I HATE IT.

I'm sure Sara Groves has written a song about this, and I'm sure there I'll be, furiously doing some art project I've discovered on Pinterest, busying my hands so my mind won't do so much heavy lifting.

The hands free the heart.

Did you know that?

Get them busy and you get some relief.

Watermelon pink paint,

here I come.

3 comments:

Megan@TrueDaughter said...

Round and round and round we go...I know the feeling. Hope your project helps...

Cole said...

I'm praying tonight is better and tomorrow casts a new light on all of it. Will be praying for you!

Anonymous said...

yes I do feel that way at times-in fact even have lately-will be praying for you.
Crystal

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